THE REAL REAL ME

My Spirituality
I understand it as my believes about the existence of a super power the almighty who is above all ... it include my practices and my daily routine ritual in submission to the al mighty according to my religion. It is a very private and confidential security of my search for the reason why I am here in this world and that one day I too will die. Spirituality is my search for meaning for everything I do in this world ...as I was born I learn, to live, to love and to leave a legend...its about me my self worth of being in this world. Am I spiritually strong? So far I survive my almost 58 years of life. I am able to handle myself in anything that I am responsible for. I am clear about being me. I believe and practice that I am responsible for my thinking, my feeling and my actions. I learned that I am thus responsible for every result I got. I know that I shall not cause harm to others unless I had to. My spirituality is the real, real me that comes out when no one is a round and is always keeping me on track on all that I take action. its hard to write it out.....

PENGETUA SEK. CONVENT BATU PAHAT-45 YEARS LATER

Today about 45 years later or after I left Convent Batu Pahat in 1965 when I was in Form One , I came back to see the Pengetua to get permission to interview the school counselors for my Ethics class assignment. The school had changed or rather had developed. There were a lot more building blocks, the kindergarten was hidden in the back before it was in front and there were only two school blocks. When coming, I missed the entrance and had to turn around a whole housing complex which was not there before than only found the gate. I asked the gardener where the office was and was concerned about blocking other cars with my car park. I asked if the church is still there, the answer is no, but the Lady Fatima Statue is still standing... It now have a glass casing around it. I explained to Puan Siti Rosnani why I need the interview and gave her the hard copy of the email and the questionnaire I was going to asked her counselor. She said she will get back to me by Thursday. I babbled more about my experiences when I was in that school a long-- long time ago and then realised she has a lot to do so..I ended the conversation and thanked the clercical staff outside of the Headmaster's office and move out. I noticed there are more notice boards around the school corridors.